I am praying for a breath to take
How did I get myself here anyway
Now that I see the things I really need
The darkness is closing in around me
I feel like there is no tomorrow
Behind the lens of some life that I borrowed
And everything I thought that ever mattered
Thrown in my face
If Iâd only known
Wouldnât have left you there all alone
If Iâd only known
Wouldnât have left I wouldâve stayed home
I am desperate but it makes no sense
Cause I could never change the consequence
All the things I never do
Are slipping away
If Iâd only known
I wouldnât have left you there all alone
If Iâd only known
Wouldnât have left I wouldâve stayed home
Everyone I have ever known
And all the things Iâve touched
Are crashing in all around me now
If Iâd only known
I wouldnât have left you there all alone
If Iâd only known
Wouldnât have left I wouldâve stayed home
If Iâd only known
If Iâd only known
If Iâd only known
Wouldnât have left I wouldâve stayed home