Esprit de contradiction, Mona adore sa maison de retraite !
Elle mĂšne les infirmiĂšres Ă la baguette, quand on lâoublie, elle crie.
Yoko Ono, en plus petit.
Nouvelle lubie, Mona boit 14 bouteilles dâeau par jour.
Potomane. Mona désormais est potomane. Il ne manquait plus que ça !
Les gens lĂ bas sont patients.
La potomanie de Mona nâest pas une lubie passagĂšre.
Les bouteilles vides sâentassent, planquĂ©es sous son lit.
Ă force de boire, son corps nâaccroche plus rien. Tout est diluĂ©.
Jâai soulâvĂ© des montagnes, il y avait du sable
Jâai creusĂ© le sable, il y avait de lâeau
Jâai bu toute lâeau mais tu Ă©tais lĂ
Jâai beau lui parler rien nây fait. Mona se noie de lâintĂ©rieur.
Quand lâeau aura dĂ©passĂ© le niveau maximum journalier,
le corps ne pourra plus rien absorber, lâeau deviendra toxique.
Mona sâasphyxie lentement.
I felt quite acutely that these must certainly be my final moments.
That this was the closing chapter of my really relatively short life.
I felt as if I was travelling down, down, very dark and forever down
for seemingly such a very long time.
And it wasnât unpleasant but from this awareness that oneâs head was terribly constricted.
And I saw this bright light just as one hears people describe as I continued sinking,
deeper and deeper below the surface.
And one does think about oneâs life, quite clearly about oneâs life.
As if it might be were one observing a film or flicking through a book at speed
- the episodes of my life all laid before me and the faces â Strangely peaceful.
I did not feel any panic or the expectancy one feels may be the usual with oneâs final moments
- just this discomfort - this awareness of the constriction of oneâs head,
getting tighter and tighter as one felt as if oneâs head was bursting.
I observed the history of myself unfolding as I descended and I genuinely did not think to ever ascend.
I felt that really I must breathe imminently but had this awareness that when I did it would be
water of course.
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