It's been a while
since i could...
hold my head up high
it's been a while
since i first saw you
it's been a while
since i could stand
on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
and everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
consequences that i've rendered
have stretched myself beyond my means
it's been a while
since i could say
that i wasn't addicted
it's been a while
since i could say
i loved myself as well and...
it's been a while
since i've gone and fucked things up
just like i always do
it's been a while
but all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
and everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
consequences that i've rendered
gone and fucked things up again... again
why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day
but then i go an fuck things up again
it's been a while
since i could...
look at myself straight
it's been a while
since i said i'm sorry
it's been a while
since i've seen the way
the candles light your face
it's been a while
but i can still
remember just the way you taste
everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
to me... i know this pain
can i blame this on my father?
he did the best he could for me
it's been a while
since i could...
hold my head up high
it's been a while
since i said i'm